WhY dO WOMEN TORMENT MY SOUL??

Why have WOMEN outside my family give me so much trouble....

Its like Someone up there is MESSING with ME.

If I wasn't SO DAMN SHY maybe life would be so much easier.

From a young age girls have been beating me up..... playing me to the left, and placing me in the FAM ZONE..... not the Friend Zone, but the FAM ZONE!!!!!!!!!

"And he Gets the Girl" by Lupe Fiasco explains my life Story

Well I know I'm not the coolest 
And this might sound kind of foolish 
'Cause I know I'm not the smoothest; 
Told myself I shouldn't do this 
'Cause I'm not very well-suited 
Not the popularest of students 
We ain't in the same crowd, 
I always see you with the hoopers. 
But we got the same lunch, 
You might see me with the cooler 
That's 'cause I don't eat pork 
You can never be sure. 
Oh, you like Linkin Park? 
That's the hat from the tour. 
I got a autographed shirt they wrote "Much love to ya." 
Man, that's really funny how we like the same music. 
But I really love jazz; 
I was gonna play the tuba 
I tried to join the band; they said I was really really bad. 
Didn't really make me sad; 
I'm used to being the loser. 
But you, I think you're super. 
So much I had to pursue ya 
I don't believe the things they say, or the football team's rumors. 
The quarterback can't spell; 
I'm his afterschool tutor. 
I just took a cue from Cupid, 
but now, I think it's stupid. 
I, I'm sorry. 

And then I walked away 
Thinkin that she would never talk to me. 
Like, what were you thinking 
bringing up the band? 
Would it got a better result if you'd just beat her up and ran?
You shouldn't have worn your glasses; 
Take your shirt up out your pants. 
See, now it's all over. 
You won't get another chance, damn. 
I was so close to her. 
Then I felt a hand on my shoulder. 

She said, "I know you're not the coolest, but I swear you are the cutest. 
And I know you played the tuba, 
I seen you at the recital. 
It takes a lot to get up there and embarrass yourself. 
But you shouldn't put down, you should merit yourself. 
That just mean you not a punk, 
I like Thelonious Monk. 
He's the wallpaper on my computer. 
I love Final Fantasy. 
I hate first-person shooters. (Me too!) 
'Meteora' was nice 
but I bought 'Hybrid Theory' twice. 
Half the cheerleading squad is in a stuper. 
The only reason I do it is 'cause my mother took state when she was a junior. 
And she want me to do the same, so I'm like, 'nuuuh.' 
I wanna be an oncologist and diagnose tumors. 
I gotta a pet parrot his name is 'Mr. Tuna.' 
My favorite food is fish, 
remember that for the future. 
My IM name is missluna. 
you can hit me after six. 

Except...... When I open up 2 Girls they play me....... 

I can't Lie I have had a beautiful Woman in my life...... due to some sticky and difficult situations it didn't last. 

And for some ODD reason all the girls I have seen lately who have been pretty and have the SWAG im lookin for and just look like my type...........

THey ARE NOT INTERESTED IN MEN

WHy Ladies....Y?? Cut me some SLACK!! Jesus!! lol

alONE

"Why do I feel so Alone" - Drake

I ask myself that all the time and I just can not understand for the life of me. Its weird when you can live in a world with BILLIONS of PEOPLE and fell like your walking down an EMPTY ally. Sometimes I don't even mind because its okay to be alONE sometimes, its okay to talk to you, hang out with you, and just be you. This is the turning point when it makes me sad when I try to introduce the me I hang out with to "THESE BILLIONS of PEOPLE" and there is no one there to hang with US. I as US as in Steven & Steve, Brandon, R Les, Steve-O, Stevie Wonder, and every other name Lorna didn't give me but Im glad 2 have. 

Im never tired of hangin with all of them but there are time we want to hang with YOU & EVERY OTHER NAME YOUR MOM didn't give you. 

I hate being down but sometimes I hate feeling alONE.....

When will HUMANS quit the ACT and learn how to LET THEIR OTHER FRIENDS COME OUT AND PLAY, CHILL, and K!CK !T with the K!D

Hello??? ( SHouts to SierG)

sPRAY pAINT & Ink PEnS

So I have recently discovered this thing know as vandalism, and destruction of public property, etc.......also known as GRAFFITI!!!!!!!!

Who Knew that this was so Great, I have been drawing everyday in this little book I got. The more and more I did it just made me feel like I was giving "MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MIND, MY THOUGHTS, MY FEELS, and MY EXPERIENCE" (Lupe Fiasco). Seriously though It was like bringing ME to life on paper so everyone can feel me.. And that opened my eyes and allowed me to say thats why people do this.......so they can share with everyone. I mean why not share how you feel with the world though they might not understand right away.... You can enlighten them to see with eyes unclouded. Be the Bully that KNOCKS the losers GLASSES off so they get CONTACTS and see how YOU SEE.........Clearly with nothing in your way, to allow you to see the beauty in the things people call TRASH....

Well back to the topic at hand...... GRAFFITI ......Kills the world (IT GOES HARD, ITS COOL, ITS DOPE, FRESH, RAW, HOWEVER YOU WANNA PUT IT)

gO dO iT........And if anyone is tryna get on the CANS.......HOLLA AT ME!!!!!!

SAY DAT & KNOW DAT

FIRST & FOREMOST

This Is my first time ever using a this blog thing and it seems low key wierd cuz I still really don't understand it like that. I just b having random ass thoughts in my mind and Mom DUkes was like u should get a Blog! So Im like what the hell is it? Let me know if Im wrong......I think its a place where u can put ur thoughts on the internet and people can agree and disagree, be your friend, or not, or just create a "network". Who really knows? Well im sure someone does, but I guess i will find out.....